Breaking the Smiles (Mirror)

What Will One Gain from Insults?

[Beware of mild cursing here. You've been warned]

Before I begin, let me tell you, dear reader, that this might, somehow, offend somebody. So, before your conscience (Just kidding XD) gets the better of you, I have one thing to say: 'I'm truthfully and deeply sorry for this'.

School bullies. ARGH... We hate them. Their loathsome and I despise them.

It's just that... I'm plain tired of hearing insults time and again AND time and again. I mean, come on! Get real. What will you get after numerous insults, hmm? Will that benefit you? Look, I just want to get this load off my chest. I really want to complain about these issues. We all know that.

Nothing will happen if we just let those insults pass through like we're ghostly beings.

We have every right to complain. Why? Because we are free, after all.

We can't just laugh along with every insults they throw on us, as if it was only a joke. We can't just smile along with every lame statement they throw on us. And we just can't ride along with their funny lines, to think that we are their victims.

I don't care if bullies did these on purpose or accidentally. In any way it's not funny, totally. We have feelings, emotions, and hearts. Hellooooo... Like, excuse me, aren't we free take revenge on them? (Now I'm really, really angry.)

That's it. They had already crossed the line. They had already pulled the last straw.

I'm speaking here like a person knowing its freedom and free will. I'm speaking here like a bird longing for its freedom. I'm speaking here like I know that it is right for someone like me, a feeble little being who is a natural rebel.

I'm not saying these for personal gain or something, but I'm thoroughly mad at this very moment. You know why, and that's all I need to say before somebody calls me a stupid blabbermouth.

Right. And about these issues I'm talking about. Let's just say that they have something to do with lines, talks and most importantly, DAMNED insults, of course.

Once again, I'm sorry for those I offended.

Just My Pure Randomness XD

w00t!!!~ *squeals like an annoying fangirl*

Just found it in the PoT manga scans while surfing the net. Another (Even though in the slightest obviousness that is) RyoSaku moment for craves! Lol. Mood swings, as they call it. Forgive me for my obnoxious behavior XD

Of Silence and Sheer Stupidity

A bead of cold sweat rolled down to my flushed cheeks. I wondered immensely why I sweat too much, and to think that I'm not even doing particular movements yet. I stood rooted on the ground, my mind drifting off further and further.

Thinking back then, I remembered how others offend this 'thing' (And I presume that we should call this thing... 'F' -so as not to offend anyone-, by the way). Silence is equal to guilt, and yes, it is the perfect example of an inductive reasoning.

To some, you might think that I'm damned insane. But frankly, I'm not, I tell you.

Since my first few steps in my first year in high school, it was really fascinating sharing my goals with F. As the months passed by, I learned to love and speak my mind to it. But then, since sometimes, departing is part of our day-to-day lifestyle, I got to move on.

And for the past weeks and months, I find it somewhat infuriating to hear, and even bear witness, F as a mere object of discrimanation. Well, true, F is probably the 'low' side. A little bit on that part. But then, the REAL point is... even if they remained oh-so-silent with those innocent look of theirs, oftentimes I think their thoughts are the same: That this F I'm ranting about, is something to underestimate. Oh people of idiocy (I'm really, really sorry about this but I'm annoyed so much right now), look deeper, and I'll poke your eyes in (Kidding 'bout that part, folks) or else you'll never understand how you can penetrate an F's being if you keep on underestimating it.

Now, all I can beg from such human beings that dwells the earth, please, consider your thoughts first before bearing in mind what the senseless facts comes to you. Think about it, F's low, sorta yes, but hey.... SO? What if it's in that position? Care to explain?

Oh, btw, I have one more thing to add before this ranting session ends. To those who are utterly BIASED (Now, now, sino kaya yung mga yun?) who meddles with OTHER people's games and therefore do not see the mistakes of their 'allies', and instead watches every movement of their 'enemies' in scrutiny, Think before you act AND before you incline on your side, mmkay? Good.

Sa mga natamaan dyan at sa mga naapektuhan, sana'y tumatak ito sa inyong isip at magsilbing aral, kahit ito'y kaunti lamang (At pagpatawarin niyo sana ako). At sa mga F's na tinutukoy ko, hayaan niyo lang ang mga insulto, I'm on your side, as always, and will be as time imemmoral :D

Peace out ^0^

Alones~ (Full version lyrics)

Disclaimer: I hereby declare that this Full version lyrics of Alones is utterly NOT mine. 'Nuff said.

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Alones:

oreta awai tsubasa
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru
sora ni tsukareta dake sa
mou dareka no tame ja nakute
jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

izen to shite shinobiyoru kodoku
uchigawa ni tomoru rousoku
nigiwau ba ni gouka na shanderia to wa urahara ni
tarinai kotoba no kubomi o nani de umetara ii n' daroumou
wakaranai ya

semete yume no naka de
jiyuu ni oyogetara anna sora mo iranai no ni
kinou made no koto o
nuritsubusa nakute mo asu ni mukaeru no ni

(Chorus)

rettoukan to no wakai wa
kantan ni wa kanawanaisa
Jiishiki no teppen ni suwarukagami ga utsusu hanabira
furishiboru you nikogoreta ai wo sakende miru keredomodo kashikute

meguru toki no naka de
kizuguchi wa yagatekasabuta ni kowatte iku
kimi wa sore o matasutotemo utsukushikutotemo hakanage de
hagare ochita ato noubuge no you nihi damari no naka de furueru inori
ima wa muri ni dareka no koto woai sou to omowanakute ii no ni

[instrumental]

toki ni kono sekai waue wo muitearuku ni wa sukoshi mabushii sugiru ne
shizumu you nime wo fuseru tokawaita chimen ga namida wo susuru
What do you remember?
I know anytime
Subete wo uketomenakute no ii yo
what do you remember?
I know anytime
koraeru koto dakedoYuuki ja nai.

Love: Emotion by Nature? Nah.

The piece of manuscript that I recently read really indulged me to thinking; "What is it that makes love sacrificial AND alluring?" Maa, I might as well dissect this this topic (Lolz).

'Love is not all'. The phrase still echoes in my mind. I am still certain that it is quite 'Not all' in more ways than one. We tend to sacrifice many physical (And I bet even different aspects of life) needs for the sake of love, not to mention Death as part of the scheme. People who are lured by this overwhelming emotion were eventually caught between realism and heavenly bliss.

Oh wait- I was like, 'Why, for all the world, am I posting this kind of stuff?' Well, I don't even know (Minna-san: Scurry away! She's mad, I tell you!). But what I'm trying to point out is; love works in many different ways. Mine (Insert-*blushes a full ten beets of red*-here) just don't exceed sacrificial love.

Lo and behold! I don't even get if it does makes sense. But, yeah.

An Ardent Passion for Anime...

I've been more likely a fan of Anime and stuffs since I was young. Since then, I've been always fond of sitting in front of the television set, my eyes glued on the screen. Up until now, old habits really die hard, ne? Well, for some, I may seem weird and crooked because of the mere fact that I have anime obsessions and all, but eventually, who cares; I don't. Well, I'll just shrug their thoughts off then and look ahead instead.